Friday, September 17, 2004
Why?

Are we Malaysians over friendly or what? We rarely speak our minds especially if the stand opposes someone elses'. Are we conditioned to suffer in silent and not show signs of dissatisfaction or displeased when we really are? 'Adat Timur' you call it. Now, I think that's fucking bullshit. I think the Westerners are good at this - bold and outspoken.. straight to the point without needing to beat around the bushes. It's not rare for you to hear, 'No offense but I have to disagree with you.' What the fuck is the 'no offense?' for? That two words .. enough to make me offended even when I am not. You can't demand anything here or you'll be labelled as fussy..snobbish ..choosy or whatever shit.. So most of the time you have to pay a high price for cheap fucking shitty treatments from snobbish sales people (try looking at those cibai looking ah bengs and ah lians), corrupted politicians, inefficient service providers, corrupted politicians, local car manufacturers, corrupted politicians, rude civil servants, gostan 2020 government, corrupted politicians and corrupted politicians. Why? Because your whosoever tells you to be contented and not to complain too much. Else it will get you into fucking trouble. True enough. Mediocre. Mediocre. Mediocre. No wonder you accept it your politicians tell you NOT TO COMMENT when something unacceptable happens.

Looks like I have to go over to the 'Kejujuran-my-shit' council to 'admit' something that I never did do. I am no God and this is one part I can't forgive and forget. Why gave me false hope? The world is round. One day you'll get your fair share. Maybe having to witness your father fucking your wife on your marriage bed!

*sinful sinner sinning* again and again *


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