Sunday, May 23, 2004
Waiting for Nothing

I've been wanting to watch Bolehman in Bolehland (BIB) for quite some time.
On Wednesday night, someone invited me for it but I declined because I was so worried about my Summative One results. However, I told myself, 'Well, go on Thursday night if you pass your summative as a reward for yourself.'

Then, la la la la

And, I thought I could go this afternoon.

Then, la la la la. Thanks to imaginary someone. (As I was about to type something nasty about imaginary someone, I saw a flash of white stuff outside the door. Just told myself that my eyes are very tired and I am hallucinating as there's no such thing.(?) I am stronger than who I think I am. If that's true, why did I backspace to delete the 'threat'? in the first place. Argh. Maybe I realised that I've been challenging something that I can't even clarify its existence since morning and more 'dares' from me would not bring me good but harm. Well, if it's real, then channel it to me instead of my mum. I'll treat it as a desensitization process. *laughs*)

And, no more BIB liao.. *sobs**sobs* I WANT BIB I WANT BIB!!!!

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