Thursday, May 13, 2004
Strange

Firstly, million thanks to Yee Pei http://yeepei.blogspot.com (Thousand apologies for the linking problem as I am still waiting for a miracle to happen) for linking me to her blog under medpeepz. Thanks to her again; otherwise I wouldn't be 'blogrolled' in MMR http://www.medicine.com.my .

It gives me a strange feeling. I can't help but to tell myself, 'Eh.. your blog contains no medical elements/discoveries (but F.O.S [no.. not Factory Outlet Store but Full Of Shit]) and you still get categorised under the med people..you better be paiseh man...' OR perhaps 'Why don't you start blogging something more educational?' Is that part of inferiority complex? *nevermind*

It's pretty rare for me to tell people what I am studying. It's rare for me to tell people that I am a medical student as well. I feel like a junkie in university. Maybe because I am not good enough compared to others. Maybe because I am just a mediocre child. Maybe because my aura not 'powderful' enough? Maybe this and maybe that. No no. Don't get me wrong. I went through the formal process of application and admission like everyone did (I hope). No strings pulling and stuff like that.

It's strange too. As I did not put any hit counter in this site, I have no idea how many people visits this blog on a daily basis; not forgetting WHO are they as well. That's the fun part of blogging isn't it? At times, it could be quite freaky too. As much as freedom of speech is concern, it's not that 'free' afterall...

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