Thursday, February 26, 2004
Second Day of School
(Warning: Heavy usage of profanities)

Have you ever wondered how effective positive thinking is? Well, not that I have any concrete evidence on it but let me tell you how effective negative thinking is. Today, the power of torsuiness is still following me. Yes. I have a real strong feel that it is not going to go away and it will surely not go away. It must have been LiLAN TIU's REMEDY towards the A-Fcuk-tion I gave her the other day. Since my english test was at nine, I left home at 7.40 a.m. After 10 minutes drive, I realised that I forgot to bring along the BLOODY PINK PAPER again. (Well, my dad signed this time. I didn't forge anything. So would you call that a minor improvement?) No. I think it should not be called BLOODY but FCUKinG PINK PAPER. So I had to drive all the way to get it. The morning traffic jams really sucK(don't know how) man!

School was not exactly a place that I look forward too. Have you see the bunch of geeks and nerds and kiasu people? YES. To those who know me well, I don't really like meeting such people. It's just another sign of torsuiness. (FCUK whoever who says that I hate meeting my own kind). After taking the fcuking english paper, my friends and I attended the stupid insurance talk. It just doesnt make sense. Stupid shit. I scribbled nonsense all over the papers. Just a waste of time talking to people who can't wait to squeeze money from you. Blah. Someone told me that there were students who copied down some notes (in addition to what was given). WHAT THE FCUK?!?!?!?! Do you fcuking need to copy down all the fcuking gimmick that the fcuking agent is trying to fcuking con you? Sigh...

The library tour was even more fcuking stupid. Even stupid fcukers know how to use search engines to search for books. Do we need some fcuking practice on that? All don't make sense. I don't like the 'thy greater than thou' feeling that I am receiving indirectly/indirectly/consciously/subconsciously from people you know. I know I should not fcuking care about it but I don't know why the fcuk I AM. That's how bad things are.
Knowledge is not meant to keep all by yourself you know? I was actually looking for a day where I can look forward and say, 'It's not the destination that counts. It's the journey.' But with the rate I am going and with the people I am seeing, looks like it is fcuking fat hopes. I am not a true believe in distinctions alone. It's helping the 'casualties' along the journey of success that matters much. Sigh. Yes. Amazing. Take all the knowledge you have to the coffin. GO GO GO!! and lastly, fcuk off!

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